Dear July
I've been spending my time searching a good icon for this post, i don't wanna be too pretentious, i think.
I can't believe it's already 23rd of you and somehow i just wrote you a couple times when i'm not procrastinating. I'm sorry i didn't wrote that much for you, July. But i still cherish the day we've spent together for this month. I've lost 5kg which i think is a good progress for me since i'm not really into work out and stuff, and that's a huge deal for me because i 'brainwashed' myself to do something with the weight.
I'm fucking overweight!! YES. that feels good to admit it. So, still trying some technique to loose a couple pounds. So yeah that was some update because i'm so happy that i finally have to motivate myself doing the right thing, not for anyone but for myself. *High Five
So, July. What i'm trying to say isn't about that at all. I wanna talks about Fate. Me and my friends having a real talk about how we all ended up to be this close until we're 25. Its shockingly amazing how Fate can be settled up this whole thing.
1. How i met Riny
It was so weird if i remember how i hate her on the first day of school when we are in high school. She is so loud, quirky, too friendly (yeah i was too cynical i think being "too friendly" is annoying), and she's talking too much in some inappropriate situation in class, especially when teacher was speaking in front of the class.
but, as the times goes by i got to know that she likes the same music as me, having a really good connection with her jokes, we even have our inside jokes. and we've been through so many fights of course because we're young and reckless. and after our last meet up, we still can't believe that we could be a friend 'til now that she has her first daughter :') awwh
2. How i met my boyfriend
(I think i've shared about this somewhere in this blog before) He's not one of the famous guy on primary school but i can tell that he's my prince charming since the first time i saw him.
It was a very lazy day on August where my damn teacher picked me in a carnival audition (sort of.. i forgot what the even is, but i think its for the independent day) and yet i still have to drag myself to be on the line with the senior on a sunny day. And then i saw him laughing and i falling in love that easy to him. it tooks a few years to him to finally notice me and its a very surprise me that he feel the same. I guess its ridiculous how someone like him can falling with someone like me :')
See, July..
I mean, what if 'fate' doesn't exist? Am i gonna still have a friendly friend like Riny? or am i gonna get my prince charming? i don't think those all gonna happen if Fate doesn't do its Job.
So, can you believe it that?
after all this time i never realise that FATE is having a major effect in human's life. i was so blind and numb. or maybe just having a little doubt with myself to trust anything intangible such as Fate. i don't know, but i wish you can bring a good one this time, July. Because Fate happens everyday, everytime , every single breath that we take, there's always FATE in it. God is good, he gave us all our fate, our destiny, our life in one place called earth and somehow we connect to each other with the magic of FATE.
So July, do you believe in FATE?
well i know, i do now.
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