I've been asking myself lately "what the hell is wrong with me?" I live in a fear
Fear of failure, fear of regret, fear of betrayal , fear of being left out, fear of the future and fear of everything
I asked God to remove all of the fear that been haunted me lately
I even scared to think too much
I called God's name, to save me from being too afraid of anything
I just wanna have nice sleep at night
Being what i used to be
I used to be so brave and happy
What happen to me recently is unexplainable
Being anxious too much is my nature habbit but i never this scared about simple things
I guess i'm just that weird
Kemudian kembali aku tanyakan pada diriku sendiri, "kamu takut apa sih?apa yang bikin kamu takut?" Then i look in the mirror suddenly realise kalau sebenarnya , pengalaman buruk yang selama ini membuat kecemasan aku berlebihan.
Takut dengan pikiran ku sendiri, the scenario inside my head is being a little bit too much and too far
I know i shouldn't be afraid. I should stand up for myself no matter what
To be like i used to be. :)
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