I love being alone. it's my choice. it's my habbit to pushed people away from my life. well not everybody, Just some of that i think had the guts to hurt me.
what can i say, i have to stand for myself, getting tired of having the fake friends and how they could ruined your life for a minute later.
i'm not that girl who never taking "NO" as answers. Some reality check has got me to the highest self-conscious. i'm not gonna push myself too hard so i don't trying to fit in. i'm just live my life, do what i love, and be all the way i am.
Some of you guys might think this is pathetic, well go ahead judge me all you want,its free and if thats making you happy then do it! Go judge people like you don't deserve to judge, go hate someone else's life like your life is always perfect.
Everybody has their own story, so if you never walk on my shoes then you judge me, you need to look yourself in the mirror a little more again, darling. i never mind other people business cause i have my own thing to do. And you talking about me? Seriously, there's something wrong with you.
you need to back off from my business, i think you have a very sad life, that you have nothing better to do then throw pathetic insults at me.
its not like i don't want a new people to met, but i've had enough being hurt.
i can count my friends with my fingers, i don't have that much friend. but i'm happy because this "few people" has infect my life with positive energy. Some of them even watch me struggle from the very begining and they always supporting me. at least they're not bitching about me behind my back.
i sure hope you stay in your own little worlds where everyone loves you,coz if you dont, you might see a mirror and you aint gona like what you see.
you considered it as a little thing that probably mean nothing and i think its the other way and yes in some points it hurts a lot you can't imagine how hard it is to fix the same broken heart over and over. so thank you for your little "attention" to my life.
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