Ugh...
I kept saying that a lot especially when the things becomes so bad.
Is there such thing called "Friendship" nowadays? Everyone seems okay with their masks and bullshit. I'm an invisible friend, okay i get it. You can come and go whenever the hell you want and never really count me as a person? the fuck..!
I hate everything. how people trying to gain attention these day just make me want to punch them right in the face.
ugh i lost my ability to write. and this lack of imagination just making me more sick than ever. I can't do anything right and can't even think clear.
I need those times where i can sit in my room, not doing anything but writing. Write everything, stories, rants or even just a nonsense poems. Where the day has gone? What am i doing? Why can't i take the risk? What's best for me? So much question to fucked my mind up.
ugh. enough said.
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