I always be the kind of girl who has a very low self esteem, because i always find something wrong with myself whether Emotionally and Psychically. Like when i woke up in the morning, i see myself in the mirror and see that little black dot on my face because some terrible acne, or how i hate my eyes because its so big like its gonna pop out!
i tell you about how it feels to have low self esteem. Carrying low-self esteem around all your life is like trying to go on a
long, hilly walking adventure and going out with a 100kg weight in your
rucksack when other people have packed light. You’re not going to enjoy
the trip as much as the others; you may lag behind and be more tired
when you reach the peaks, and you are likely to compare yourself
negatively to others if you don’t.
here are some tips to gain more confident , i've tried and i slowly feeling more comfortable with myself
- Accept who you are, as you are — this includes your strengths and your weaknesses, your feelings and emotions.
- Forgive yourself for mistakes and see them as opportunities to learn and grow.
- Take time to nurture your talents and passions,this could be reading, painting, singing or anything that makes you happy.
- Take pride in your achievements, big and small.
- Set realistic goals for yourself.
- Replace negative self-talk with positive, kind, loving statements.
- Surround yourself with positive people.
- If you can't control comparing yourself to others, how about focusing on your similarities with others?
I also have a little free time today. So, i decided to do crafting again with my friend Puji. We spent a good time trying to create some cute stuff. I need spend a lot of time to focus on crafting. That's what i like, my hobby as my job like before. And i made some little brooch today. Yay! finally..
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| One of my favourite mixing color |
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| it tooks 3 months to learn how to make this rosebud. |
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| A simple bow tie on the weekend |
It's so good to know that i'm gonna have more free time in the next day because i finally leave my current job.While I loved my coworkers and had a great job at a very prestigious
company, I knew in my heart that it wasn’t where I belonged or where I
saw myself spending the next 10 years of my life.
Being free from a day job was what I’d been dreaming about for many,
many months. To finally have the time freedom and be able to direct my
energy wherever I wanted. Yeah, It's too risky and Exhausting i can't stand it. It ripped me apart. I wasn’t sleeping much, considering myself lucky if I
woke up when it was light out. I drove myself frantic
trying to do everything I needed to do outside of work in the relatively
small bits of time I had. And even though I know better, I just wasn’t
taking very good care of myself.
But one thing that i regret is i'm gonna miss everyone in that place. The chaos, the ringing phone, the complaints, the papers and ahhh those tiny teddy bear who sits next to the Globe. I love the people in it, Mba Nana, Mba Eka, Mba Emil, Mba Mila, Mba Ratih, and how i adore Mba Indah with her tiny body and cute little face, and the way Pak De' cleaning out the room every evening with a big smile on his face.
Ughh, feelings.
I just.. don't fit in with the system on that place. It kills me. So i decided to ended up the contract and start moving forward to do what i like.
It's been such an adventure on 3 months, i love my customers like Mrs Aisyah and Mrs Endah. I really gonna miss them.
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| Goodbye Teddy, Goodbye Globy. Thanks for keeping up with me on the last 3 month. |
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