Dear July #1

By: A.i on Monday, July 06, 2015

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Dear July
It is that time again. We finally meet again. How are you, July? And i know you don't have to ask about me because you clearly see that i am a lot more excited to welcomed you again.
So July, What's your story?
Are you gonna shares your windy days with the kids playing in the afternoon at the park?
Are you gonna shares the euphoria of the old friends that reunited together again after a long time?
There's so much i want to dig in about you this time.
Because, i waste my time for thinking too hard lately. Typical me, overthinking again.
but seriously, i have a question for you, July.

Where the hell am i when the times goes by? Do you even realize that i can't even notice you're finally here?

I lost a lot of times.

There's not enough time to see myself and my old pals having a great laugh, we used to be so carefree. The old stories always come back and hit me hard and it makes me questioning myself "Where the hell am i this whole time?What did i miss?" Suddenly everyone is having a baby, and prepared to have another one.

I don't know, July.. i think Times just cheat on me, or maybe cast a spell on me, so i just stand freeze this whole time without knowing there are a lot of chances that passed me by. Seriously i don't know what's wrong with me.

And now i hope you'll gonna help me with those issues. help me to fix everything. i don't need another argument, drama or an indirect feeds. I just want you to be kind and easy to me. I've been struggle so please make it easy for me, July.

Its a little bit too late to "Dear" you again, i'm sorry. But i hope we can always talk through this letter.

I look out for your warmness, July.

Welcome back again.