Well it's been quite long i haven't write here. what can i say, i have a very productive life loljk. I'm overthinking about a lot of things, i never went to cinema for like a month, what happen? I don't know, haha i've spent a lot of cash to something important, i guess.. I'm so Anti-social this month, Being a workaholic myself doing this and that and never stop.
What i'm trying to say is, i feel so alive this day.
I could spent so many hours in front of computer and never get bored, I rant over everything and its not my fault, people are getting weird and weirder all the time and i hate to watch it. I'm being grumpy when i watch people being annoying. Well, we all have that day when we really want punching people on the face.
I don't have time for beauty care routinity no more. i'm not quite obsessed with it either but ummm.. it something that i have to do sometimes. And i've seen people who taking it seriously like their lifes are depends on it.
Ive done so many Graphic design thingies , and it seems like people loves my work. Thank god, i don't really understand why i choose being Independence Graphic Designer, someone should hire me because i'm pretty good at it. LOL ! self concious.
Just realise that day, me and boyfie haven't fights for a really long time, like a year and a half. It's funny that both of us are finally grown ups in a very good way. We basically just spent time together like a best buddies-ya know like watching Football match together eventhough i never likes football, Sorting out our works together, Cooking dinner together and doing some crappy stuff like singing out loud the old songs. And some people always asking "When will you guys gonna get Married?" I always giving them my poker face.. Here, let me explain..
First
MARRIAGE is not free! it need a lot of Money, and he's not even finished his education program (But, he'll finish it This year i hope) We're 23 and 24. We don't need being in a such a rush, we still have plan everything perfectly so when it finally happens, anything would be perfectly fine ! He still have to work, and i still have a lot of dreams i want to achieve. So, we just gonna handle it to God, Because He's the one who has a Power to make everything happen. I believe in Faith, Fate , and Hope.
Second
I'm a free spirit bitch, i still wanna enjoy my single life, with the responsibility only for myself. I can't imagine my life holding a baby in my new 23 years old, i'm such a butterfinger, i'm afraid it won't work. I still need a little more time to Appreciate everything in my life, to make my parents proud of me, and to do anything i want to do in my younger life. Well as a woman, yes we do wanna get married someday, but it need to be prepared first.
Third
I'm getting sick of people who keep judging my relationship, 9 years relationship isn't always about having fun , we've been struggle together, fall and happy together. How could you judge us when you're not even walking in our shoes. FUCK OFF!
i know what;s wrong or right, you don't have to tell. You just have to livin' your own life and shut your damn mouth. YOU KNOW NOTHING! SO BACK OFF!
I've been sorting files on my laptop recently, i don't know i have so many cool movies i haven't watch before, and i ended up watching movies instead of sort the files out haha
I made my "Imaginary" Travel book. It just basically just a big notebook where i pretend to visits any cool country in this world. Pathetic i know. lol Bless the poverty!
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