Sunday, 28 June 2015
I know how it feels
Tuesday, 16 June 2015
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Saturday, 13 June 2015
Thoughts #2
All you gotta do is to know your circles , because friends could be your worst enemies when you turn your back
Friday, 12 June 2015
Monday, 8 June 2015
The Journey
No one ever say that this gonna be easy, they don't teach me at school about how to survive in life. I always know that I'm gonna be able to survive again this time, just like the old times. I'm ready to packed my bag again , go out with a lot of hopes and dreams to be fulfilled.
That's never been easy but I know i'm gonna make it.
All I need to do is to let go all of the things that has been prevent me from breathing, I won't stop , no chance to give up.
This journey that i'm on is just another risk I have to take.
The pain and struggles are gonna paid off, I believe there's always a way out through every obstacles. It's okay to be scared, its always okay to be worried. As long as you know that you always blessed and somehow you gonna get back on your feet to reach your hopes once again.
Sometimes ,i can't even understand myself, the way my thoughts controlled my body is just confusing. I have done so many trick to help myself from this situation. It just never make me feel better.
I've walk for a thousands times on the same road, but this time I know I'm gonna find something different that will change my life forever. The truth is, I don't know where I'm going, I just keep walking and never look back, because looking back are gonna stop me from recoveries. don't wanna lose again this time.
Sunday, 7 June 2015
Mom is life , Mom is love ❤
25 Years.
How can I be so selfish? she's the one who always supporting me since I was a kid. She never complaint about how stubborn I am. She always believe in me.
How can I compares?
She teach me how to be strong --not only in a hard times,but everyday.
She never told me about how she felt when I yelling at her--trying to make her understand my statement. I know it hurts. I'm sorry. But that was never really my intentions to break her heart. I'm just so mean sometimes, the demons inside me win somehow.
How can I be so cruel to her?
She always there for me, no matter how hard I try pretending to be "OK" she always be the first to sense there's something isn't right.
We fight , we burst into tears, we hide in silence, we laughs about silly things, we share a secret, we give advices to each others, we raise up against obstacles that brings us down. We are one.
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
No matter how loud I said that , it'll never enough to repay your kindness to me.
I love you ,mum.
There's no one else , but you. You're my only Mum, my amazing beautiful mother.
I'm so glad to have you as my mum.
I never proud of what I did ,but I'll learn from my mistakes. Cuz no matter what I did,I know you will always be the one who will be there holding my hands.
Thanks for everything mum, and I'm sorry.