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Tonight i look at my old photographs, nothing is change , except the people in it. I'm still amazed by the fact that all of those old pictures can brings back the moments that already changes into blurry nostalgic memories and how times is gone so fast that you dont even realize i'm finally here, the one who's holding this old pictures, reminiscing the moment and the people in it. What happen with them? I don't know, i guess people just simply changes. We all changed. Maybe the priority made them that way, or maybe they just forget things.
Some of them are probably getting married, having a family or having a baby. And here i am again, feeling so proud to have them in my life, even for a while.
I thought before, “we will be friends forever, no matter what.
Nothing will ever come between us, we are committed to this friendship,
we will go to college together, be in each other’s weddings, etc”. I
swore to it all, but it doesn’t happen like this. People change, things
change. Once high school is over and you burn bridges it is very
difficult to repair old friendships. I’m not trying to scare you, but
this is the reality.
I finally found myself all alone at the end of the day, no more smiley faces that i saw on that photographs, all of my friends has disappeared and really i heard nothing from them since our last graduation.
And i started thinking, "is it because of me? my temper? my depression?" they probably just fed up and gave up on me. I'm getting used to it, trust me.
it's just really hurt to see the old photo and to know that moment you've had is gone with the times.
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