Errgghh
By the sound of that you know that i'm so upset, and some might think i'm depressed and angry. Well whatever
Inget pertama kali dlu waktu kamu "belum" seperti sekarang. Rasanya aku senang bukan main punya teman baru yang cerita hidupnya , susah senang nya hampir sama seperti aku
Punya teman satu pikiran itu biasa tapi kalau punya teman senasib itu jarang
Dan disaat aku rasa sudah bisa move on untuk membuka hati kepada para sahabat-sahabat baru, disaat itu juga aku dikecewakan. Mungkin bukan hal besar tapi cukup mengecewakan sehingga kembali membuatku percaya bahwa "nobody can trust anymore"
Tuhan pasti punya rencana kenapa kita dipertemukan seperti ini. Dan kenapa berakhir seperti ini. Odd number wouldn't make last.. Sulit memang memahami makna nya tapi aku bersyukur diperlihatkan keadaan yang sebenarnya
I laugh at myself. Why wouldn't she make an effort to fix everything?
Of course not
Tidak ada manusia yang ingin dihakimi dan dijadikan tersangka. But, idk it hurts ya know.. Tau gak kamu?
It's not the first time i've been betrayed by a friend. It's a billion times. But the last time it caused me a deep pain. Unexpected "little" things that she does is forgivable but not forgetable
I see she doing fine with some friends which is good. I wonder , does she even remember the hard time , the first time , the every little moment that we shared some knowledge about art or anything we could share together?
Why she could act like it really doesn't bother me?
I should stop thinking about this betrayed things but somehow i just can't. It hurts too much
Well dear friend
I hope you doing fine. And may the good things always happen to , U :)
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