Sometimes i feel like i couldn't be any depressed than today. Work and Friendship are totally overwhelmed and almost fucked me up. How many betrayal i have to deal in my life? why can't i have a decent friendhsip? Someone who never stab me from behind or leave me in my difficult times.
But hell. i'm here trying to deal with it though it hurts.
i become more aware about whats coming in the future. I need to rebuild my wall of trust. i'm seriously getting sick of people. I've changed my perspective A LOT. Trying to see everything from someone else's eyes. But once i turn around, everything is become sooooo messy. i don't know whats wrong with me anymore or maybe it's just the world. look, i don't know.
or
I need to trust myself before i can trust others. Trust my own
strengths, my ability to overcome whatever outcome me are presented.
I know we can not ever control
what others choose to be. Mostly i handle it with rage.
No i don't need help. It's called being human.i don't trust anybody and i
feel like it's natural to not trust anybody regardless of who they are
or what they've done for me.
Yeah, the world sucks. We’re lied to since we
are born, then we have to learn to cope with things the way they are as
they emerge worse and worse the older we get. We can't trust the media,
we can't trust the government,we CAN NOT TRUST A SINGLE PERSON.
this all shit leads me to an anger. anger to the world and people.
It's like that song by Bowling For Soup, "High
School Never Ends"..there's a line in there that goes, "The
whole damn world is just as obsessed with who's the best dressed and
who's having sex".
Unfortunately, it's true. Whatever happened to the things that matter? Where everyone was content with all the small simple things in life? We live in a such a materialistic, money-hungry world where the people would sell their souls just to make a quick buck. It's sad, in some cases understandable, but it's still depressing nonetheless...
It corrupts you, and the image of what you once were continues to fade until it disappears from existence all together. You become an entirely different person.and you can't see it, because you accept it as the "real" you...I hate it. This is not the kind of change that the people fought for so many years ago.
I mean, look at tv. Everywhere you look they cover stuff that shouldn't matter, like what a celebrity is wearing, who they're dating, etc..meaningless gossip that has no relevance. But, it's there anyway, because unfortunately, people actually seem to care about those damned celebrities.
Unfortunately, it's true. Whatever happened to the things that matter? Where everyone was content with all the small simple things in life? We live in a such a materialistic, money-hungry world where the people would sell their souls just to make a quick buck. It's sad, in some cases understandable, but it's still depressing nonetheless...
It corrupts you, and the image of what you once were continues to fade until it disappears from existence all together. You become an entirely different person.and you can't see it, because you accept it as the "real" you...I hate it. This is not the kind of change that the people fought for so many years ago.
I mean, look at tv. Everywhere you look they cover stuff that shouldn't matter, like what a celebrity is wearing, who they're dating, etc..meaningless gossip that has no relevance. But, it's there anyway, because unfortunately, people actually seem to care about those damned celebrities.
Betrayals, agony , sadness will finally leads us to Nothingness. because no ones give a shit anymore. People don't care about how you feel. The way they hurt you is just another way to show how fucked up they are as a human.
Nothing that matters is important and nothing important matters. People
are so self-obsessed and absorbed into their own little niches. Each to
their own fishbowl of a world.
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