So today i just woke up with strange feeling, like a vision that gave me an unusual thoughts. I'm not very good describing something but it just make me feel different. And then i took a shower and had a lots of in mind. The blurry thoughts about last night (probably) dreams that gave me this urge to forgive anyone who hurt me. And then i just follow it, i sit on the balcony right now. Hearing a holy part of qur'an through the mosque near my house. And yes, forgiving people is that easy. I let go everything to help me have a beautiful day.
And its just the other day . Sunny day.
I love having a warm windy breeze , a bright sun, and a place where's no one but me.
I miss being a student, i sometimes cried for having those days in high school or just having a day in Middle school back again
But there's nothing i can do
God have a secret plan for me in the future, i get scared of future, but its a good thing, right? So does everyone.
Now i almost cry again. I'm not trying to complaining, or ungrateful about everyhing.. I .. Sometimes just... Tired and Scared with this world.
I don't know.. I think i'm just afraid....
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