I think a lot. I admit it.
I think about a lot of things, at night, in the morning when i woke up,
even when i just sit and doing nothing. My head keep pulling out
infinite question. I think deep down in my heart i just really curious
to know about how some things just work in this universe. And sometimes
my mind push me to the edge of emptiness, where i can think about
something and suddenly "Wooooshh" it just gone and i don't even know
what i was thinking.
Looks like i trapped in my own thoughts, it became a part of me. I
couldn't stop thinking, sometimes i write it on the notes or just keep
it to myself. Maybe This Thoughts warn me that i'm alive. I'm okay. Or
it just how our brain works . For Thinking. Idk.
Sometimes i create some beautiful poetry and perfect words in my mind
that it too beautiful it makes me cry somehow. And at some other time, i
hate the way my mind thinks that i'm not doing good enough so i
tortured myself to keep thinking about it. I still don't know how my
mind works.
This thoughts save me from doing anything reckless. I love how it still
can find a way to make me walk straight to the line in front of me, and i
always keep the positive thoughts in mind, just to remind me when i
have negative thoughts coming to be prepared and not letting myself to
be trick of.
My thoughts, maybe it just another me crumbling in another molecule in my head to save me from emptiness.
Thank you, Thoughts
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